Ugh adventures, adventures. I miss adventures!!! I miss flying and falling and jumping and swimming and going to places over and over again. Maybe someday, due to over staying at home, I’ll just jump off from the top of our house just because I craved for adventures so much. Hahaha
Itchy feet, calm down we’re getting there! Just wait till sembreak, okay? And please Kim, wag kang tamarin magdrive at mag-ipon ng pera :D Love you!
Okay I’ll just imagine someone is actually reading my blog. Well, remember the last time I posted about ****? Apparently, I said there that I’m finally over him but naaaaaah IT WAS JUST A BIG DEFENSE MECHANISM. (There’s actually no point of getting that all caps but I just wanted to) I just mean it’s still him and him all over again. I forgot that I’m just with an on and off feelings for him that’s why I let those words out but no it’s still him. And I can’t do anything to erase him. I can’t figure out what my feelings for him are exactly. I don’t know what to call this: I admired him and admiring him for 10 years now. I had a lot of crushes but he’s always at the top. He has everything I’m looking for. Jk, not exactly but he’s everything I want. What do you call that? A big martyr one-way love?
One bigger problem is I let someone else enter my life and I don’t know what to do to him now. I’m confuse and unsure of everything. I don’t know how to take back everything I said. I never wanted to hurt anyone but but but it’s just still him and only him. But I’m not closing any possibility from that someone else. Maybe I’ll just hope that he could be like ****.
PS: I’m sorry I promised that I won’t post anything about **** again but “HERE WE GO AGAIN” is our theme song :’(
The first time I felt so jealous over someone -_- she’s got everything I don’t. Jk! Umm she’s going to somewhere that I wish I also could and that sucks the most. Ugh, a cool person like me should not be feeling this hahahaha i so love myself
Hey future partner in life, I need humor from you please? Can you please make all the jokes you can everyday? coz i just dislike the idea of staring at each other like waiting for a fruit to fall. what a boring relationship. can we have little parties everynight just for the two of us? and can we NOT show too much
Public/private display of affections? can we just do it at the right moment for those special occasional times? can we be partners-in-crime? can we please break rules together? let’s watch porns and prank people and judge them and laugh at them. Can we sometimes act too sweet just like a married couple? can we travel the whole world together? can we fight SOMETIMES for little reasons? can you please be creative with surprises? can you be consistent with your love and affection? can you show me how much i worth to you every single day? and tell me how much you love me every time we’re together? can we support each other’s dreams? let’s marry and have 2 adopted kids! and lastly but most importantly, can we serve and praise God together and have our family blessed by His love and go on a special date on thursday and sunday on a church service?
Please say yes then i’ll go right away to your house and ask this “can you please ask a hopeless romantic like me a marriage?” please exist on earth future partner!!!
Why you Berry so bilis na magbirthday? Why? This is cliche pero parang kelan lang talaga, kakabili mo pa lang and I can still remember how my eyes were mesmerized by the first sight of you. Parang maluha-luha pa nga ako non eh.
It was the 2nd of August, 2013, in the evening, when you captured my heart. And here I am now, having too much feels on the same day after a year coz yez, Berry, you never failed to make me inlove every single time. Whenever I see you, it always feels like the first time. My heart flutters all over again. I always get one of the best feeling in the world from you. It is truly an honor to be a part of your life and I don’t know how would I make a year without you. And for now, as you celebrate your first birthday, I wish you all the best (wealthy of gas, no accidents and always clean)! I love you more and more each day Berry! :*
PS: I’m so glad I wrote my first love letter to someone like you, Berry. You da one!
Our first ever picture together <3 priceless
The skyyyy <3 wooo so much feels brought by these pictures. Taken by me :D yey so proud! I got to see the pyromusical plus I got my pictures to be passed on my photog subject hohoho
Okay, so here’s me trying to express these tangled thoughts and damn feels. Ahhhh, it makes me sick. I’ve never ever been like this before. I’M INFATUATED OMG! Woooo, yez I’m infatuated and I’m crazy over him. (Congrats to me I know when I’m just infatuated). I get extremely irritated when he’s not texting me wahhoooo. And hi to my pride that can’t ever double text him or text him first so i just gotta wait forever. Please let me out of this!!!! (Just kidding, just please text me now!) i always wanted to be sure of everything but what’s life without a little risk, right? Sooooo, i’ll just go with the flow and find out what happens after the risk. Damnnnn, I’m fcking getting poetic. 😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭 and hey (you who ignored me for years), i’m breaking up with you!!!! Yez, go out with that another me (well apparently i think he’s now dating someone with the same name as mine) hell yeah!!! Now you’re just somebody that I used to know. Wth, i never imagined that song would mean so much to me. Hahahahahaha
It’s time to create a new blog for bitchness, bitterness and sweetness OMG hahahahaha this is my last post about landian on this blog. Sorry adventure blogs, I know I’ll just stress you out with this kind of blogs so say bbye to **** now, you’ll never gonna hear a thing about him again. I got a new!!! But he’ll be on separate one lolz.