Ang taray ng title. But it’s so true! From Friday to Monday, nagpaulan Siya ng happiness sakin :) Huwwwweeeeelll.
Let’s start from Friday.
From school, me and my bro headed to Pampanga, sa province namin for a short vacay. Kasi he’s been experiencing anxiety over rapid changes in his life. Ayun, so he needs to chill and he needs us to be with him. Actually last week rin nandun kami, but it was just the same as our other visits sa pampanga, normal boring and kinda fun. This weekend was just so extraordinary. We appreciated each other’s existence more. You know the feeling? Yung normally, pag nagkikita kayo sa bahay, parang “uy nandito ka na pala” epek lang pero dahil nga sa short vacay, naging better chuchu yung samahan namin.
Nung nakarating na kami sa pamp, hinatid naman namin si Ka Maki sa sakayan ng bus na mejo malayo na sa bahay namin dun. Kaya mejo naging joy ride yung peg namin. To represent the layo, think of makati and quezon. Basta parang ganun ka-exagge. haha! Ayun ang saya lang. Ang sarap i-cherish ng view especially, christmas lights were out in the streets that time. Tapos dun na rin namin pinlan yung mga gagawin namin tom. Basta it was so fun.
I woke up late coz I slept late. Malamang. Habang nagbe-breakfast na supposed to be lunch kasi 11:30 na rin nun, napagdesisyunan naming puntahan yung poultry nung papa ko. It’s not my first time pero first time ng kuya ko kaya mejo tour tour epek kami dun. The way there is kinda narrow with all the lubak epek kaya I don’t even know kung pano ko napagkasya si Berry dun. Habang nagmomoment kami sa sarap ng hangin dun, napagdesisyonan naming kami yung mangunguha ng itlog tom morning. It’s kind of an obligation kasi we need to wake up really early for that. Mejo may occasional katamaran pa naman ako kapag Sunday :( Ewan ah, pero everything feels special. Kasi lagi naman kami napunta dun pero iba yung feeling nung nagpunta uli kami e. It must be special becoz finally I’m with kuya and the air and freshness added up. Ang sarap sa feeling! It’s like I’ve been so busy with school and kpop stuffs that I unintentionally neglected my family, esp my kuya and mama. Kaya nung nakakasama ko na ulit sila with all the bonding, parang nawala yung tinik. Ang taray. Haha!
Tapos nagroadtrip ulit kami papunta sa bahay naman ng girlfriend ng pinsan ko nung hapon. And then the night came, um-order kami sa J.Co ng chuchus. Ya know what? First time kong makakatikim ng J.Co kasi wala talaga akong tiyaga sa pagpila, e wala rin namang nagmamabuting loob na magbigay sakin kaya ayun, inosente ang dila ko sa JCo. Grabe 1 hour bago namin nakuha order namin kahit sa priority line na kami pumila. Pagkatapos makuha yung order, traffic na pala sa labas coz that day was Holiday. 1 hour kaming nakaupo sa sasakyan kahit hindi naman kalayuan yung restaurant na kakainan namin. Imagine this, inikot namin yung SM for 1 hour. That’s true. Prams. Nakakaloka lang. Pero worth it naman ang lahat. Ang daming food. Sa City Grill. In-indorse ko sa inyo. Masarap po grabees. Parang may birthday lang sa dami yung inorder. It was my kuya’s (pinsan) treat nameern. Iba na talaga pag sumusuweldo!!! Nakakatuwa tingnan yung lola ko. Ang saya niyang kumain. Pangarap ko rin pakainin siya one day. Ayoko na rin kasing nagtatrabaho siya sa bahay. Nagluluto, nagliligpit para samin. Pero makulit yun e. Ayaw paawat magtrabaho. Basta we ended the night happily and so so so so busog. Yehey!
This is the egg day. Ewan ko anong sumaping espirito sakin kung bakit sinipag talaga akong bumangon. As in lahat kami with my younger sister na rin. Ang lamig sa labas. Ramdam na ramdam ko na ang pag-december. Mga bangag pa kami habang nakasakay sa tricycle on our way sa poultry. Tas nanguha kami ng itlog with all the picture taking. Ako pa ba? Instragramer ata to. Mejo maiitim lang kami sa kuha kasi it was still dawn. Grabe, about 2300 na eggs yung pinulot namin. Mainit-init pa nga e. Sa unang pasok sa poultry, sobrang baho talaga pero ma-iimmune ka after some time pero yung sting, nag-i-stay siya. Gumuguhit sa ilong. Still, nag-enjoy pa rin kami. Nakakatuwang isipin na nakakabuo sila ng itlog in a 24-hour time. For me, it’s like pupu with all the init and baho epek pa. haha. Inabot na kami ng sunrise sa pamumulot. Pagkatapos, nagbalikan na ulit kami sa pagtulog. Itutuloy ko yung panaginip ko, sayang e.
Tapos we woke up ulit at 8am para magready sa church service. This is special since ako yung nagdrive and I’m with my siblings and we’re in Pampanga. So parang adventure yun since we’re not really familiar with the places. Nakarating naman kami on time. And we felt blessed and all after that.
Nagsitulugan ulit kami after kasi mejo nahectic yung sked namin for an early morning. Nagising kami around 4pm and we decided to go to the park. It’s a usual park. May seesaw, swing, slide, fountain. Pero it’s not marumi kaya bongga, unlike ng mga park sa manila -_- Ako po ulit nagdrive. This time, I’m with my 3 cousins and my siblings. Naghabulan kami dun tas nagseesaw, nagslide, nagswing, nagpicture taking rin kaya lang nasa phone pa, tinatamad na akong i-upload. Tapos roadtrip ulit. This is the most exciting part kasi habang bumabiyahe, nagtatawag kami ng pogi/ganda. Tapos sasabayan ng “Ay hindi pala” Ang epic lang ng mga itsura ng mga tinatawag namin. Haha! Feelingeraas. Tapos humirit pa ulit kami ng isang roadtrip kinagabihan. Kami naghatid sa pinsan namin sa bahay nila then we did that “pogi/ganda” all over again.
Nakakatuwang marinig sa mga pinsan ko yung “Ang saya ngayon, sana ganito ulit next week.” Sana nga… :)
And we went back to Manila that night.
Walang pasok pero pumasok ako. Kasi may attendance chorva. Ang kinasasaya lang ng kaluluwa ko sa araw na ito ay ang pagda-drive ko ng mag-isa. Wag kayo, EDSA lang naman ang binabanatan ko. Hanep ng term ko. Nakakatuwa rin na hinatid ko sa skul yung kapatid ko. I’m a ganap na ate na!!! HAHAHA! It’s Berry’s first time sa SM North parking chorva din. Super proud ako sa pag-cocombat parking dun. Huwell! I’m so awesome. Normal chitchats with my college friends added up to my happiness today din. Actually mga half nga sila e.
And that’s my consecutive days of happiness as of now. Bow. Bukas sana ulit para maging DEN na to. Haha
Wala akong mai-title, hence, hindi naman ako masyadong overly joyed para mag-blog pa bout this but this sipag of mine can’t just sleep without this being blogged.
so eto na nga. We finally had our studio tour!!! But I hate tours. The only thing I want about this is the fact that there’s a chance to meet celebs. Yey, everyone was excited. I woke up really early kaya but not because of that but because, it’s a regular day and there’s classes and all. Isipin niyo ang pagka-haggardo versoza namin! 5am to 7pm :( which is mas OA ang akin coz I got home at 9pm. It’s a trauma. It’s all because of the bulok na serbisyo. Uy, no hard feelings. Ganyan lang talaga tawag ko sa lahat ng OA sa pagka-Filipino time. Anyways, call time was 12nn pero nakaalis po kami ng 2:30 something na. Nangawit pwet ko sa kakaupo at kakaintay, sht.
So finally nakapasok na kami ng ABS CBN! Yeah it was ABSCBN we toured. I remember the first time we went there. Hindi kami pinapasok :( huhu, their rule sucks. Anyways, reyna-reynahan ang peg ko habang nag-ga-grand entrance sa kanila. FINALLY MAKAKAPASOK NA KO! But happiness stopped there. Everything happened next was just so boring, heck. -_- All I know is that the studios in personal are really 10 times smaller than they look on tv. Do you think that’s fascinating, well for me, that’s disappointing. Grabeeee, I’m expecting more not less. But syempre the most exciting part came. Nakakita kami ng artista. The first one was “I’m sorry I dont know her name” but I know her by face. Sa GMA nga siya e, siya yung bff ni Carla Abellana sa Husband’s Lover. Basta nakita namin siya nasa dressing room. Then si Young VJ na kumaway pa samin na kasalukuyan nung nasa MOR. Ang guwapo niya! Tapos in the room next ng MOR was “I dont know his name again.” basta he’s an old actor. His usual role is good and supporting lolo. And then, we also saw Iya Villania!!! She was wearing a black cat costume and she’s just so damn sexy. Nakakainggit. Ang humble pa niya. :(( Everything best is on/in her :(
Anyways let’s move on. Studio tour ended there. Mga 1 hour or wala pa yung kinain na oras. So mga 3:30 yun and the rest of the hours were wasted inside the bus. Grabeeee, kung nagcommute talaga ako, nauna pa ako. Nakakabaaadtrip grabe!!!! Ang lakas maka field trip peg. 6 something na kami binalik sa school. Tapos may bibigay pa raw na pin so we need to stay for some moment na naman to know na hindi naman pala kami bibigyan kasi nabigyan na kami pero ang sabi kanina, iba raw ang ibibigay. Lech ang buhay kung minsan. At sa wakas, pwede na ngang umuwi. Pero what time was that? It was rush hour! YEY! EXCITED NA AKONG MAKIPAGSINGITAN PARA MAKAUNA SA BUS AT MAKIPAGSISIKAN PAPASOK PARA LANG MAKAUWI! GRABE EXCITED TALAGA AKO! ANG SARAP NG FEELING NA TUMAYO SA BUS HABANG KASKASERO ANG DRIVER. ANG SARAP AMUYIN NG MGA KATABI MONG NAG-AALA NEW YEAR NA ANG KILIKILI. MASARAO PO, TRY NIYO MINSAN. Wala po akong pinaglalaban.
I’m begging you all. XD Please vote on MAMA. There’s only one more day left. Please vote EXO on Best Male Group and Artist of the year. I’m calling out all the exotics in the world. For those who don’t know much of kpop, just please vote EXO on those 2 categories. Please! The rest, you can choose whoever you want. HAHA! Please please please. You won’t regret EXO winning :D Just a simple click would help :D
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did you ever just cry over looking at someone so attractive? ha, i just did. somebody send me to mental hospital please.
Hay. Rare feelings striking again sucks. Every time I listen to "this song", I don’t really know why but I get sad. Really sad that I even cried. Joke, actually, the first time I heard that song, I thought it was really good to reminisce happy moments because it is an upbeat but when I searched the translation (the song is korean), this is really the “I don’t know why” part that makes me sad and cry. :( I get nostalgic over nothing. I mean I couldnt even relate to the meaning. But it’s still great in a way, ‘cause this is the second time I got absurdly nostalgic and a cry-baby over a song. Yaknow, it makes me feel like some guy whom I admired a lot before wants me now. All thanks to the song. Gosh, I’m so landeeee.
Here’s the lyrics, nope joke, just the translation (this is not the whole song, I cut some parts just so you know)
Peter Pan by EXO
I dust off my worn out diary and suddenly, in the opened pages, you are there. You still remain there just the same. I remember the pictures that I forgot all this time. Then little tremblings splurge in my body. It’s so sad that I can’t go back to those times.
I’ll go looking for you to Neverland by following Tinkerbell sent by our memories. At that place, you and I are smiling at each other. I’m forever your Peter Pan. Your man who has stopped that time. I maybe clumsy but I loved you so much. I will run to you. (again)
I turned the last page, all things were about you. But I have no courage to read it. I will erase the sad words. It’s not going to be the end of our story because we will meet again.
Woo. The last line just killed me. Ugh, too much feels for this song. I guess, the fact that EXO is the one who sang this added up to how nostalgic I am now. Great. Just great.
Gone by Jin. This is a must-watch! I insist! lols. I just can’t keep to myself the feeling of how fascinated I am to this music video. I feel like I’m obligated to share this and let others see. HAHAHA! Just watch it and you’ll (maybe) have the same weird feelings as mine. lols. But seriously, the story is really great and rest is history but not until you watch it :D The song is also great. Actually, everything is great. And my Xiumin is handsome as ever. :D <3 The best part is the ending. I didn’t expect what had happened. So watch out for it. You might not see it coming. :D
This is a Korean song, just so you know.
So, yes I was an SM Trainee. There are a few things you need to know about me before I get to all the goodies. I am a boy, I am 22 years old, I am Japanese-America, I trained for 5 years (sadly) and I never got to debut.
I studied Korean in my high school and got to the third year in the language…
Kung di naman talaga ako tanga oo. Pumasok po ako ng school kanina kasi masipag ako pero
tanga naman dahil WALA PONG PASOK. Huhubels. Hindi ka na nadala Kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim!
Hoy, utak ni Kim, mag-isip ka nga minsan. Paki-alala na may cellphone siya para itext ang classmate at may telephone ang New Era para tawagan. Minsan, wag ng tanga ah. Nasayang gas, effort, uniform. Yun lang, thanks. Gumana ka pag kailangan. And please don’t overdo your job at night. Yun lang ulit, bye.
HAHAHAHAHA! Pero I owe this one my happiness for today. Ang priceless lang. Kayong alam na walang pasok ngayon, hindi niyo naramdaman ang best feeling sa mundo! WALANG PASOK feeling is the best! Yung reading-ready ka na, puro ka na emote dahil bitin sa sembreak tapos biglang YEAH BABY DREAMS DO COME TRUE!
Bye, Gyom :( I tried my super duper best pero you know naman na even when it comes to animals, I can’t do “PLASTIC”. I’m sorry if I didnt show you that love you received from Ate She (our helper sa bahay). She’s really a pet lover esp to dogs, unlike me :( I envy her pet hands.
(You know, like green hands for plants)
Just to clear things out, hindi po deads si Gyom. Binigay lang namin siya kay Ate She. After deep thinking, I realized Gyom’s better off with her. Iniwan niya siya sakin for 2-3 weeks ngayong sembreak kasi nagbakasyon siya and Gyom ended up neglected :( I’m so sorry. I tried so hard but I’m still a failed mother :(
Gyom’s first days with us (summer) really went great but when we got back to school, we became so busy and she had a lot of time then with Ate She. I think she even thought of Ate She as her mother. They’re so close that I even got jealous most of the time. But what can I do, Ate She had to left and we (my family) admitted that we can’t take care of a dog as of now so Bye Gyom. This is hard for me. Masamang naaattach. Pinasama na namin siya kay Ate. I believe Gyom would also be happy from our decision. I’ll definitely miss you. Sorry for the wasted times when we’re together. But it’s okay, atleast now I know that I’m a frustrated pet lover wanna-be. Just some ridiculous discovery of mine.
Kunyari marunong kang magbasa Gyom.
Sorry for not making my promise to find someone to share puppies with you :( Sayang hindi rin natuloy yung "rich kid" plan ko. Magwi-window shopping sana tayo tas kasama natin si Berry :( Tapos hindi rin kita nabilan ng Booty na ilang beses kong pinramis sayo. But anyway, I’ll reserve that for “Someday”. Thank you for the first kiss. I love you Gyombogs! Wag ka makulit jan ah. And please stop sticking out your tongue. :P Good moral, remember?
Still your mom/bestie/babe
Ang ga-guwapo nila no? This is the new boy band that I’m hooking up. Well, hindi sila new. Sa mga kpopper jan. Malamang sa malamang kilala niyo to. Since debut nila nung 2012, kilala ko na sila pero I don’t wanna be that addict sa kanila. Kasi unang kita ko palang sa kanila, I found them so addicting na :( E, just like what happened to me sa Boyfriend and SHINee. Wala lang, naadik ng naadik. Nakakasawa lang yung feeling kaya I decided to stay away from them, drama. Ako pa talaga ang magi-stay away, tindi.
Sila ang EXO! The group that keeps ruining my bias list. Actually nung unang beses ko silang makita, namili na ako agad ng bias. Si Sehun sa exo k, si Xiumin sa exo M. Pero duh! Walang nangyari dun simula nung lagi ko na silang pinanunuod :( Lahat sila guwapo, lahat may sense of humor, lahat magaling sumayaw, lahat magaling kumanta, lahat talented huhuhu! Ano ba to? Matter of life and death lungs? I’m just saying na sila ang pinaka-kakaibang group ever! You can never stick to one. All 12 of them, oh good Lord. Sa mga EXOtic since ever, pasali naman po ako sa inyo. Wala eh, walang nangyari sa stay away-stay away drama ko. Same old same old, naadik pa rin :( But it’s lovely addicting naman. As much as I want to stay away, I can’t kasi they already got me. I didn’t see them coming. Yuck, ang drama! Kala mo sila pa may gusto sakin eh no? Fangirl eva.
Oh yan, nashare ko na ang kalokohan ko ngayong sem break. Nay, Tay, patawarin niyo po ako for staying up til 5am para lang manuod ng hindi naiintindihan kung walang sub title :( Sorry po :( Anyhoo, I love you EXO! Good bye and good riddance Boyfriend, joooooke! Mahal pa rin kita Minwoo! Ikaw pa naman una kong nakitang KPop sa personal :) Pero nakita ko na rin Exo e, kaya tabi tabi ka muna, joke! Inaantay ko lang comeback niyo. As for SHINee, walang nagbabago. Crush ko pa rin kayong lahat just like exo kaya lang may bias ako sa inyo e. Onew and Key fighting! Mwasssss!
New EXOtic here, welcome me guys! Joke. Hindi na nakakapagtaka ang dami ng EXOtic na dumarating. Duh, 12 hot guys? San ka pa? I love you Chen, Xiumin, Tao, Luhan, Baekhyun, Suho, DO, Lay, Kris, Kai, Chanyeol and Sehun! Ang hirap tandaan ng pangalan niyo ha. Joke, trust me I can say them all in 20 seconds. Joke ulet! Basta eto na ang bago kong kabuhayan, byes.
PS: Yung walang konek na title, pabayaan niyo na. I’m sad because I’m dying na po kasi. :( I’m dying because of their hotness! Wooo! Benta yan
Nung mismong araw na nangyari ko pa talaga dapat ipopost to kaya lang may kung anong sumapi samin ni Claire at naisipan namin lokohin yung mga kaibigan namin bout sa block ko for the second time around. At eto na nga, iba-blog ko na :) Gusto ko rin mapost dito kasi it’s something I want to remember forevs din no. Ang haggard ko kaya nun.
So here it is:
October 26, 2013
I usually don’t wake up just by hearing couple of text messages’ vibrations. Pero, strangely today, I woke up. You know what’s the first thing that came to my mind, si Claire yung nagtext updating me bout sa enrollment. And with that thought, there’s a hope in me na it’s a good news. Hindi kasi ako nakapag-enroll, nahold ako at naubusan ako ng block na A but with that fact, hindi naman talaga ko masyadong nalungkot. The slow-sink-in syndrome that I have, yeknow. Tapos there’s a lot of spaces in me na may pag-asa na akong maging A pa. Kasi I’ve been in this situation once and nagawan naman ng paraan and pinanghahawakan ko yung experience na yun. Kaya I wasn’t that worried at all kahapon. I slept late like there’s no problem with my future sa college. Tindi lang po nung future. Ayun na nga, binasa ko na yung text. Sorry po for that long commercial. And true enough, si Claire nga ang nagtext updating me sa enrollment. And tadaaaaa, kung sineswerte ka nga naman. Nabuhay lahat ng ugat ko. Swerte nga diba? So it’s really a good news! Na-encode na niya ako sa A. Well, ang lakas ko talaga sa Kaniya. And here’s my conceited side again, sorry. Basta, I love You po! And to my happiness, I jumped off my bed tas bumaba ako sa first then nagsisigaw na parang timang. Overwhelmed, it is. Ang gandang day starter, grabe! Without toothbrush epek, lumabas ako para magpaload, yeknow to confirm pa rin. Baka masayang lang effort. Mabuti ng sigurado. NO TIME FOR SPOILING, CONFIRMED PO! Karipas kung karipas lang. Hindi na ako naligo -_- Ako dapat magdadrive. Kaya lang wala eh, I’m in a hurry. I’m the complete definition of safe and defensive driving. In short, mabagal po ako magdrive. Kaya ayun, nagpahatid ako. I came there just in time. Bayad epek na lang and then I got my COM and voila, I’m enrolled. It’s just that quick! All thanks to my Claire! Claire, bawi na ah. Hamona.
And since 40th anniv ng Binhi (INC thing). Ayun, nagpiling Binhi pa rin ako. Sumali sa mga booth chenes with Claire. Actually, dalawa lang talaga nasalihan namin. Painting and slogan. Abstract kung abstract yung painting. Buhos lang ng buhos ng paints. Libre naman e. You know, masarap talaga ang libre kahit hindi pagkain. Basta enjooooy! Nakakatamad ng magkuwento. Byes.
PS: This is not a rebel thing pero I hate the way NEU closes blocks just to fill other blocks. Unfair lang po. Pano yung na-late dahil nahold. Gusto mag-A pero na-close na pala. Tapos pupunta sa dean’s office tas sasabihin na puno na talaga yung block na yun to know na meron naman pala pero nagtempo close para mapuno yung other blocks. You’re going against students’ will. I just hate it that way. Landee
Kung panunuorin niyo po ito, Beware of Kacornyhan and Awkwarness. Sana yung mga kaibigan ko, pagkatapos mapanuod to, kaibigan niyo pa rin ako. :( Anyways, highways, we (Yang nasa picture except dun sa dalawang dulo) shot this last last Tue. The hell with when, basta since mag-e-18 na si Joy (Yung pinaka left sa photo), we made this kalokohan. At ako naman ang ever editor. Sorry for bragging. Kailangan talagang banggitin yun, blog ko to e :P.
Anyhoo, Happy 18th Joy. This is not late kasi binati rin naman kita kahapon saka ngayon pa lang nag-27 jan sa Canada so…. yun. I love you! Sa sobrang kaadikan ko sa story ko sa wattpad, pati dun sa vid, nagpromote na ako. Sorry :D Isipin mo na lang, regalo ko yun sayo :D Kunyari, ikaw talaga yung bidang babae. LOL! So, next year uuwi ka na diba? Edi umuwi ka, joke! Excited na ako! Sana abutan mo yung concert ng kpop sa May :) Ikaw pa naman pangarap kong makasama sa mga concert, seryoso. Tinatamad na akong mag-type, lol. Basta, we miss you na talaga! Sana reciprocal yun ah, jokes! Take care always! Yung wish ko for you, ikaw na lang gumawa. Pinapaubaya ko na sayo :) <3
PS: May other video akong ginawa sa ipad kaya lang hindi mo na nanaising mabuhay pagkatapos mo mapanuod yun. Joke! Cornier times two lang yun :) Akala ko kasi corny ako jan sa vinideo namin (na corny pa nga rin naman) kaya gumawa ako ng separate pero it turns out na mas corny pala yung nagawa ko. Anyhoo, byes!
Of all the people, ako pa ang na-hold. :( Ang late ko lang mag-react. Wala ako sa mood kahapon para mag-blog-blog. Oh so, about so HOLD thingy, mali pala kasi yung nakasulat sa place of birth ko sa application form ko sa NEU. Natimang kasi ako nun nung nagfi-fill up. May isip na ba ako nung pinanganak ako? WALA. Kaya hindi niyo po ako masisisi kung bakit ako nagkamali. -_- Joke, hindi ko po talaga alam na ibang city na po pala yung hospital ko. Loser. Pero, lets* sana hindi na nila ako hinold! Edi sana na-enrolled ako. Sana pinatawag chenes na lang nila ako. Kawawa kaya estudyante, mahihiwalay pa sa mga kaibigan niya. Dapat kasi parang highschool lang, kung ano section mo nung una, forevs na! But wharevs, happy-happy na lang. 5 months with a different environment won’t bite………..unless it’s really hungry. -_-